Boredom

Right now I am sitting in the CFCC library looking for a distraction. Finals are coming up, which is always bitter sweet. Sweet because it means...FINALLY A BREAK! Bitter because it means I will be spending the next week in good 'ole CFCC library cramming for that dreaded bio test and philosophy final and writting a fake lesson plan. I CAN DO IT! I keep repeating to myself, I can get through this, I will survive! I will make it to USF alive and not jaded, I will be able to teach my future student without completely discouraging them about their futures, I WILL NOT COMMIT SUICIDE! Ah, the motivation.
I spent the better part of the afternoon applying to jobs. I need a job, I need income I need an active savings account. Isn't that a novel idea? More than .25 in my savings? I want to leave Ocala with a couple grand and that is just not attainable on Publix wages, nor Publix hours. The glory of it all. I WILL SURVIVE! I have had to grow up and face that facts that I will not get those really cool jobs until I graduate from college, then everybody else will envious of my job, because I will no longer be obligated to work weekends. I will be allowed to read on the job, and hang out with teenagers for the rest of my life. I will have health insurance. And I will go to the places where I used to work and thank the Lord for getting me through college so that I could see how life is supposed to be lived. I will travel and have experiences...it will come...if I don't kill myself.
Philosophy paper was due today. Was it an A...I have no idea. I hope so. I'm going to pick up mikey from bball practice and find out what time I work this weekend. Only 3 more years of working weekends!! I can taste the freedom, and it is tasting pretty sweet.
Throws hands up in the air and screams...
"FREEEEEEEEEDOOOOOOOM!!!!!"

hummmmmmmmmmm

THE OFFICE STARTS TONIGHT!! HIP HIP HORRAY!!
John Krasinski...I love him, he's the best thing to happen to NBC, it's a beautiful thing. I hate Rice Krispies commercials, they are so stupid, they bug the crap out of me. I would rather watch a million and one commercials about law offices than ten Rice Kirspies commercials, it's not like that in real life. They are so silly, seriously, how long of a conversastion do real parents make about the noises of cereal? In reality it goes like this...
"Mom the cereal is making noise!"
"Oh yeah what are the noises?"
"Snap, crackle,pop!"
"Cool!"
::End scene::
It doesn't go on and on and not everybody is good looking and not every conversastion is heartfelt. Grrr...stupid.
Just a little note discussing how my hatereds and loves towards television, hot boys are plus dumb commercials about cereal MAJOR NEGATIVE!!